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Saturday Mornings

In Family, Thoughts on October 15, 2011 at 10:20 am

Well, it’s a Saturday morning from where I’m from. And usually, I spend my Saturday mornings sleeping in from late parties from the night before. I haven’t done this in a while… I haven’t gone out with my mom. So it’s our bonding at the salon right now. I’m really enjoying this. So it got me thinking to make my Saturdays more productive by waking up early. It will be a change indeed. Here’s to a new way of looking at things from a different perspective.

FRIENDS!

In Thoughts on September 1, 2010 at 6:53 pm

I love you friends. I love you all so so much!
Right now, I sorta do know who my friends are. And I am so thankful for them.
Thank you friends!

Feeling Notebook

In Thoughts on July 18, 2010 at 3:35 pm

I was watching some reruns of the latest season of Desperate Housewives on TV… and it showed the episode where Lynette and Tom Scavo were talking about the Feeling Notebook. I just started to think about it.

I have a journal of my own, but all I see is memories of that particular time. And yes, there were so much feelings in my notebook and it was sad that I didn’t want to talk about it with anyone.

Until, I made this notebook with my best friend. Since we know each other a lot and we trust each other, the notebook is there for us just to just babble whatever. We would take turns babbling to each other about the most random things to  the most serious things. And I did babble a lot of things and even my feelings and the reasons why I feel that way. My best friend was shock that I hadn’t really been telling her things. I just realized that I feel more comfortable writing down what I feel and making her read it. Then later on, since the feeling is out from my secrets within, we are able to talk about it.

It’s weird how this thing came along, but I’m happy it did.

P.S. I guess this is why I like blogging.

What’s happening?

In This & That, Thoughts on June 20, 2010 at 3:17 pm

That certain line above the box where you put your tweets in Twitter. If I could answer “What’s happening?” in 140 characters… I don’t think I could. There’s so much things happening and it’s really getting on my nerves. Please problems, just go away.

I CAN GET THROUGH THIS.

Changes

In Thoughts on May 23, 2010 at 1:15 am

So much changes are happening around me. And of course, there changes happening to myself. And I just thought about these “changes” lately.

People around me are changing. I know I can’t stop that. It’s their choice. Some people change for the better and others don’t know what they are turning into.. (hello, you’re hurting people) It’s kinda sad, but these things are inevitable. Sometimes, I try to stop them from changing, but I learned that you can just help through the process and just hope that they become better people.

But the person I thought of that changed the most was me. Looking back (and not very long ago, considering the fact that my age is quite young), I have realized that I have evolved into a different person. I changed some of interests (and kept some of course), I changed my style in clothing, I have different friends from when I was younger, I’ve come to learn new things, but the most important thing that changed was my attitude. I’m not that short tempered person, I don’t struggle to say sorry anymore, I have realizations that helped me, and many others, that right now I can’t seem to remember (makes sense that it is almost 2 am right now). But I hope that the changes that have took place, that shaped me into a new person made me a better person.

But right now, I’m enjoying my life. And with a few changes here and there, maybe it can be better. 🙂